Selah...

This is a little something I wrote...just because it's what was on my heart. Just to clear it up, if it is a little more ambiguous than I expected it to be, the italics are God talking to me, and the regular font is me. Enjoy


Tonight, my heart is heavy. From where this weight comes I don't know, but it runs along the banks of a peace that I cannot grasp, although it ventures close enough. My aimless journey has lead me by these shores many times, just enough to peer into the cool flowing water and see exactly what I've been seeking forever. Everything.

Selah echoes through my mind like the waning toll of a church bell reverberating off rocky hills. Captivating the mind with a sudden strike and fading ring, only to strike again Stop, and listen. Hear the song your heart wants to sing to me. Stop? Know peace? At what cost?

Everything. Lose yourself in me. Let your heart beat with brokenness. Let every step be lit by my word. Let the song of your heart be My song. You're looking for someone to love...love Me. I won't break your heart, I can't. I love you too much.

My passions aren't You, not enough. My still heart beats for another, for myself.

She will never satisfy you, she wasn't made to, not fully...

But...

Only when you rest in Me, knowing Me as your completion, will you know the fullness that the hearti of the one I created for you can bring. Only then can you truly appreciate the one you were created for. She's there, waiting for you, Nathan. Waiting for you to find Me, to trust Me. Don't worry, she's as anxious for you as you are for her. She's preparing, just as you are. I'm keeping her now, for you. Stop looking for her, look to Me.

Selah...